Nostalgia

For me homesick doesn't have to be longing for home land. Sometime it can be expressed in different ways.

I may think about certain foods from hometown and no matter how hard I tried to make it just like before, I still felt it's not good enough. I realized the fact recent years that it's not food itself, it is something inside your mind. - something that you never can get back from the past.

Occasionally I was looking for the opportunities to read Chinese books or watch Chinese TV serials, it's not about the content I like, sometime I do not remember what it is about. It's the feeling really caught on me when I read it or watched it. This is another way to express my homesick.